So I am on my dad's desktop... it's wierd to be back on one of these things. Anyways, hubby won't be getting me anything from the Hello Kitty MAC collection... but he will buy me a new macbook aluminum. I am excited! I really want to start making video's again.

I'm stupid. I break everything, and anything expensive.
kajdksdkasjd my macbook of three months has stoped typing. Even my newphews food infested laptop has survived... no video's for awhile.


sometimes, i wish i could just turn back time by a few hours.

Haha, wow.  What do I have?  Youtube down rating haters?  I think so.  Geeze.

Yesterday in Biology, I got 100% on my vocab quiz!  AHHH!  I didn't even study the all 106 words.  I only studied 20.  Surprisingly I aced it!  That's the best grade that I ever got on a science test/ quiz EVER.  I am terrible at science... but I am slowly enjoying it.

Gosh, how old do I look?

Some subscribers and viewers of mine get surprised to see me doing makeup tutorials. It makes me wonder... gosh, how old do I really look. 13, 15, 20? Seriously. Don't get me wrong, I love looking younger! I get annoyed when all those of the younger generation try to look 20 when they are only 15. What's the use of growing up so fast? Your truly going to miss it and wished you looked younger when you hit that age. I ain't gon lie... I tried to look older. And at times when I am around younger people, I try to look a year or two older than my actual age. Why? I don't know. I guess I don't like them thinking they can run all over me b/c they are 'older'. If that makes sense. Or I guess b/c I like the feeling of being a role model. Not because I feel its my job... but I always had my sister as a role model, and it helped me learn from her mistakes. I think people can always have a better path if only they listened and realized the mistakes of others. Sure we will all make our own mistakes... we're not perfect.

The internet & the world in general is a scary place! A few people who make YouTube accounts are being 'stalked' which is why I took down my link to my myspace. I mean it's pretty simple of how to get my myspace link so I guess if anyone is truly interested and finds out what it is then I will approve. I don't mind people add me or watch my vids or read my blog but stocking is a different matter...

How are all you dolls? I KNOW! I haven't blogged for a few days.  I will be keeping my youtube channel.  I am straight tripping ya'll.  I <3>

School is in session again.  Most of my money has been going to textbooks.  I am thinking optimistic about this school semester.  I am excited.

New Pokémon inspired tutorial will be posted up tonight!  Stay tuned.

I might delete my youtube... just because. LMFAO.

School is starting and I really need to concentrate.  Maybe eventually i'll go back to it.

I have been feeling terribly sick for some reason.  I've been sick for almost 2 weeks now.  Blah.  Headache coming on.

A class I have been attending for church was canceled.  The pastor's mother passed away.  May she R.I.P.  Instead of attending the class, I will be going to the service with my parents, nephew, and sister.  Then after church, I am on my way to work.  *SIGH*.  Don't get me wrong, I know work, is work.  But it's so far away from my home.  They have me scheduled till 12:30 am today!  I don't mind working till 12:30 but the parking lots are scary....  thank the Lord he is always with me.  New video's up for you doll's to watch.  It's how I apply press on nails.

Ciao for now.

Hi Dolls,

Right now I am watching Cry Baby online.  Hubby and I have been wanting to buy the movie at Hot Topic... but we don't want to spend $22 on it.  Maybe on my next paycheck I'll buy it.  I am not too sure yet.  Well anyways, Johnny Depp was so hot in that movie!  I have a thing for greasers.   Shhh, don't tell hubby aha.  For Halloween, hubby and I dressed up as Greasers.  Well, I dressed up as a square I guess... since I was in a blue classy dress.  But my hair was def' greaser! Let's see.  I am still trying to get better from my cold.  I think I actually have a slight flu or something.  I am so hungry right now.  I am always hungry because I never get to eat what my tummy wants to eat.  I guess it could be because of my cold.  I would like to ask hubby to bring something home for me to eat but my sister and my nephew are sleeping in my studio.  Geeze, I miss hubby right now.  Always.  Well I will edit my nail tutorial and post it up on Youtube for you all to watch.  Ciao dolls.  

Hey dolls!

So today Hubby is off so we get to have a date!  I am just laying in bed for a bit because I am sick and well, my friend is here to visit for the month... so I am a bit on the lazy side.

YAY!  Hubby bought me MY FIRST MAC item.

Alright so hubby and I went to drop off one of my parents patients to the doctors.  We would have to wait for her for 30 minutes, so we stopped by the CCO which was 5 minutes away.  I just looked around... didn't find much.  I looked at the lipsticks and found a few from the Fafi and Neo sci-fi collection.  After about 45 minutes, hubby and I decided to go back to the doctors... until I found that my lips were chapped like crazy and started to bleed a bit.  So hubby asked me if I wanted to go back to the CCO to buy lipgloss.  I said no, but then he insisted.  So it was between a lip conditioning lip balm or one of the Fafi lipsticks... Hubby said he liked the Fafi lipstick on me.  So Utterly Frivolous.  Hubby only spend around $11!  I am wanting to go back to the CCO to purchase the lip conditioning lip balms.  They have spf 15 in them so they should be good to condition my icky lips :/ I can't find a picture of the lip stick so I will post up a video later ^___^

Ciao for now dolls.

I should really update often... I am getting better though.  Life is so precious... we never know when our time is up.  I am no longer 'trying' to push myself in future directions.  I am living for today & I know God will guide me as long as I let him.  Well anyways... I am sticking to my same Youtube account because the new account I created had the same issues... connecting to random websites.  Whatever.  I put my subscribers through so much but thank you all who continue to support my channel.

Hey Dolls!

I haven't updated due to my busy schedule! Anyways, I always wondered how people make time to blog?  Really good blogs for that matter?  I wish I was not so lazy to type... anyways date later on today with hubby!  I can't wait!  Hubby has it planned out and I have no clue what we will be doing... it's a surprise. Ciao bella's I must get ready!

This morning I went to church with Hubby.  After that we went to Ulta because they are having a bunch of sales!  I was super excited when I saw the coupon book.  To tell you the truth, I was disappointed when I got there.  I thought I would leave with a bag full of items.  Thats alright, I need to save money.  It took like an extra 10 minutes to purchase the items too.  I asked hubby to go back to ask if they would accept the 3.50 off coupon from magazine.  So the sales lady had to return all the 3 items and hubby had to re-purchase the items.  Geeze, wouldn't it be okay to just give me the 3.50 in cash?  The things I go through to save money!

Here are the items I purchased:

Buy one get one free off of L'Oreal products.

Deep Purifying Foaming Cream Cleanser

Skin Genesis By L'Oreal

Our Price: $7.99

Refreshing Eye Make-Up Remover

By L'Oreal

Our Price: $5.99

Blackest Black Mascara - Curved Brush

By Maybelline 

Our Price: $4.59 

I would really like to do some reviews on these products.... so be sure to watch my Youtube channel.

Hey Dolls!

So for Christmas Hubby bought me a China Hello Kitty touch screen phone.  I loved it except it was a little tiny for me to enjoy.   I prefer bulky phones. Hubby decided to sell the Hello Kitty cell and tried his best to find me a Samsung BEHOLD (Rose).  Hubby truly is such a wonderful hubby.  He goes out of his way to keep me happy, I am lucky.  Anyways, he told me about a man selling his BEHOLD but by the time Justin (hubby) got back to him, he had sold it already.  I was bummed but I didn't really mind.  Then Justin told me he found another seller who he was going to offer a reasonable price and get the phone that night... but he didn't call him back.  By that time I was like, it's alright, maybe next time.  I will just keep the phone I have for now.  Until... Hubby left a voicemail for me the next morning telling me he found a seller and he was on his way to buy me a zebra BEHOLD cellphone cover for my new Samsung BEHOLD!  I am absolutely in love with the phone.  No issues with it yet.

Besides getting a new cellphone for the NEW year, I won my second makeup contest!  WOW!  I truly haven't won much awards as a student but I actually won two makeup contests on YouTube.  It's way exciting because people all over the world can watch my videos.  I won TheSagaciousGirl & CutePunkie 's contests.  Please watch them on YouTube if you haven't yet.  Thank you both for having your contests!

It's New Years

Hi Dolls.  I wasn't able to post a Youtube video wishing everyone a Happy New Years but I decided to keep up with my blog.  How is everyone's New Years so far?  For me, my surroundings was not all exciting... I didn't see fireworks outside the window or any of my neighbors having a good time outside.  It's really different from Maui.  I should be used it by now, I've lived in LV for almost 5 years.  I still had a wonderful New Years eve with family, some close family friends, and Hubby.  

As for New Years day, I get to spend time with my two favorite boys, my nephew and my hubby. Yesterday, Hubby picked up 4 movies for all of us to watch.  We will watch Batman in a few minutes as soon as hubby wakes up from his nap!  Oh, in my videos I will be in a completely new setting.  Way to start off the new year for my video's, and life in general.  Hubby and I have our own one bedroom studio.  I am not far from family though... they are a few feet away.

As for resolutions come, I have made a few commitments... I have a food feeling about them.

1. Get to know more of my Lord by spending quiet time with him (Read the bible)

2. Eat controllably -___- I LOVE my food.

3. Have a routine of going to the gym.

4. Get straight A's this semester!  I mean I did it in HS, I can do it in college!

5.  Think optimistic most of the time.

...many more to come.

Well, heres to the New Year and starting her blog

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